Tuesday, January 18, 2011


The next few months will be bringing about lots of changes in our lives. We're moving this weekend, out of the city. I'm excited, but generally a bit stressed about the move. Can't wait till it's done! Chris is changing jobs in a few weeks. He'll be working 9-5 hours now, which is amazing, because for our whole relationship we've worked opposite shifts. So I'm also very excited about his new job. Finally, in April, we'll (hopefully) be bringing home Nevan's little brother. This week I'm feeling very hopeful, but I still have almost 12 wks to go until our planned c-section at 38.5 wks. Trying to stay calm, but there's always something to worry about in the back of my mind.

The other thing that's been on my mind constantly lately is that in about a month, it will be Nevan's one year anniversary dates. Born on the 15th of February, died on the 16th. I have no idea what to do to mark the dates, it all seems very overwhelming. I do know I want to make a memory book with photos from my pregnancy, showers, and our pics of her at the hospital. I've been wanting to do this all year, so I figure it would be nice to do it in time for her one year. Other than that, I'm lost as what to do, but maybe after the move I can figure something out.


  1. I'm sure whatever you decide to do will be wonderful! I am excited for you and wish I could ease your fears. Thinking of you, Nevan, and your little one daily. Much love Rachel!

  2. Thinking of you as you prepare to mark Nevan's one year anniversary. I love the idea of the scrap book.

    Also thinking of you and Nevan's little brother. I too have found it to be so exciting and so scary during my second pregnancy. I doubt I will rest easy until my baby is in my arms!

    Much love to you and yours.

  3. Good luck with moving this weekend, let everyone else do all the work and you can supervise. And enjoy having Chris on the same schedule as you, sounds like it will be a totally new thing to get to eat supper together every night.

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